Sanjay Roshan Talwar

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I must admit, that once I managed to raise my own Power – Kundalini to connect with the All Pervading Force or Power of God’s love, I felt its tremendous energy to flow in my Central Nervous system. It manifested as a flow of cool breeze or cool vibrations on my finger tips & my palms. In addition, a very subtle flow of cool breeze emanating from inside my brain just above the fontanel bone or limbic area. The feeling to be in thoughtless meditation and to be fully aware & alert was profound. It felt like I was in some kind of heaven or blissful state. Really, it’s hard to describe. Shree Mataji Nirmala Devi, whom I often refer to as Mother, was the source of this knowledge of the Kundalini awakening. In 1970 She decided to open the last Centre of The Universe – The Sahasrara. This was the culminating point of all of our 6 Energy Centres of Chakras, where they all integrated, and making way for a path for the sleeping Kundalini energy in any human to rise with the mere expression of Pure Desire. The Desire expressed through a free will. Then anyone, irrespective of caste, creed, colour or nationality or any kind of distinction became the subject of the awakening OF THIS Power. Once awakened, it rises through our Chakras or Plexuses called Energy Centres, nourishing them on its way upwards, till it connects with the All Pervading Power of God’s love. Finally I managed to feel that power manifest in me. It felt as if several petals of a flower inside my heart began to open. I felt pure love enter my heart. It was ecstatic. I can’t describe it, really. My eyes were moist. My heart began to pound loudly. If you recollect jumping unto the ocean- how you felt, particularly, if you knew how to swim. Yes, if felt like a drop merging into the ocean. I saw Mother like an Ocean of Love. It poured inside my nerves and in every pore of my body cells; I could feel the cool vibrations. The pulsation was tremendous. It was bliss. This was just for that moment that my Kundalini had connected above my limbic area. A limited Brain had become unlimited. The Thousand Pedalled Lotus of my Sahasrara Chakra became so porous that it absorbed all the divinity giving me virtually a new birth. Yes, I felt like a little child – born again. My greatest of fortunes to have experienced this with the help of Mother Herself. The date was 04th July 1984. The place was London, UK. I have been writing about this experience in prose and poetry. Mother encouraged me to write, compose and sing this experiential writing to all seekers of truth. She told me, that these songs had the power to impart Self Realisation and take a seeker into deep meditation, where they could also experience what I did - the cool breeze & the bliss. This music was recorded almost 2 & half decades before in Analogue format. Thanks to the new world of IT & Digital recording Machines. I have managed to convert it into high resolution Audio Wav & Mp3 files with enhanced listening of each musical instrument and original voice to the best extent possible. Those who heard them decades ago will notice the difference between an analogue driven cassette of the 1990’s and the latest digital converters. Having retained the originality of each song & making its audio files the best possible, has been a real challenge to me. I’m sure what you will download now, will be several times better than what you might have been used to listening in the Cassette format of the 1990’s. The work remains original, but presented in the latest format. I have a task to release a lot more of my music of yester years slowly in this manner. I sincerely hope you will magnanimously download both tracks & Albums of mine. This will empower me to work on the rest of my Music and bring it back to you soon. I have 21 Albums to my Credit. So there is a big task ahead. Then what we will have is a collection of timeless poetry created in the very presence of Mother. The vibrations will speak for themselves. Happy listening & Great Meditation. Much love...... Sanjay “ Roshan” Talwar